There It Goes

It's all over.


Sometimes, circumstances just seem absolutely impossible to keep faith. Sometimes, we're so doubtful, it's not just 'a thought' anymore. Sometimes, it's we bombard Him with questions to no avail - and wait helplessly for a reply that our minds refuse to accept. Sometimes, the smallest things can mean so much - and sometimes they mean nothing. Sometimes, we fill ourselves with false hopes and expectations - only to have them crashing down all at once. Sometimes, we feel like we're on the brink of extinction; sometimes we just want everything to end. Sometimes, He will walk with us side by side.

But all the time, He is watching over us. All the time, He's the piece of thread we're hanging on to - that holds us back. All the time, He's got our backs. All the time, He speaks - but we just can't hear Him. All the time, He sends us small packages that we leave by the corner unopened. All the time, He has our lives, our desires in His hands, in His heart. All the time, He pulls us out of the deepest wells - yet we go back and play around that same well again. All the time, He's the One who's in control. All the time, He walks with us, carrying us in His arms.

So, what say you?

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You're a fighter.